We all have things we regret and people we've hurt through the years....unintentionally or not, we've all had our moments. Our lives are rugged paths, not smooth highways...that includes the things we bring on ourselves.
No joke, a lot of our misery is self-inflicted. What we do to one another is just as bad.
My screw ups have been unintentional; usually the culmination of my own stupidity combined with mitigating circumstances...but it's still no excuse. Really, I don't know a good one for hurting others and could ever only offer apologies. Sometimes that helps....sometimes it doesn't.
What's a person to do in those situations?
How can amends be made when the offended person is inconsolable?
I don't know...but have been thinking about things like this lately...hoping some day to make things right.
So for today, Fifty Five Is The New Amends and Renewals... and like bathing in the Ganges, it is a spiritual cleansing that brings forgiveness...and most important, forgiveness begins at home.
When I was heading toward my Double Nickel Birthday in April 2009, the age 55 seems to be a lot of things. In this blog I will chronicle my thoughts about 55 Is The New, for the year beginning December 2009 because...well...that's when I felt like starting the blog. The entries will include that important day, my actual Fifty-Fifth birthday on April 14, 2010 and will continue for my entire fifty fifth year, concluding on April 14, 2011.
Randi on stage @ 1444 Market Street 1997
Randi on Stage 1997 at 1444 Market Street, SF, CA
Jack and yours truly today
Randi and Jack on the "Cadillac Campsite Tour"
Welcome To Fifty Five Is The New!
Hello out there!
What's it to you, turning the age of Fifty-five? You don't have to be turning it tomorrow, you could have already turned that corner a while back. That part doesn't matter so much.
While it's important what one feels, what matters most of all that one feels, that one feels anything at all.
So, as an exercise in self-examination and a way of getting over an incredible writer's block, I submit this blog to the World Wide Web, and I submit myself to a bit of mirror gazing.
Inspired by the movie "Julie & Julia," I will blog for one year, which will include my turning fifty-five, and see what I find.
Who knows? Maybe fifty-five will be something fantastic...like the New Me.
What's it to you, turning the age of Fifty-five? You don't have to be turning it tomorrow, you could have already turned that corner a while back. That part doesn't matter so much.
While it's important what one feels, what matters most of all that one feels, that one feels anything at all.
So, as an exercise in self-examination and a way of getting over an incredible writer's block, I submit this blog to the World Wide Web, and I submit myself to a bit of mirror gazing.
Inspired by the movie "Julie & Julia," I will blog for one year, which will include my turning fifty-five, and see what I find.
Who knows? Maybe fifty-five will be something fantastic...like the New Me.

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